White spaces | The bathroom

Sure, I am extremely busy preparing myself and my son for our new life, which includes finding equilibrium in a volatile environment, [re] building structures that can support growth throughout the year, and cleansing myself of past experiences ... starting with my surroundings, of course.

The bathroom, pre-cleaning, courtesy of my ex.  I'm at a total lost on how a person can live and model this environment for an impressionable fourteen-year-old child.  As equally important, how does one cook and not suspect any dish coming from a kitchen that is located next to this disgustingness?

And all this time, I had thought my ex hesitated to clean up for lack of the right tools ... Found this breathing mask on the top shelf.